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Verse 1: Out of devastation, Comes new life Our evolutionary joke When twisted hearts combine as one Some kind of arcane antidote Trapped flawed rhythm Mortal and real Like spinning fates, orbiting minds Cannot conceal That lust will make us blind Chorus: To love is to destroy It's devolution Written in our blood No redemption Verse 2: It’s our shared psychosis Cosmic conspiracy Sentiment makes you weak Restrained obedient Planetary fiction Romance anomaly Survival of the coldest A reflex of uncertainty
Wormwood 03:31
Verse 1: You’re my pride and misery In this cold, cold world My soul’s got concussion ‘Cause I can’t be your girl I’m your miscalculation Running blind into you. I’d give anything to Feel like you do Chorus: One drop of you I’m overcome Poison the well Corrupting me This bitterness Poison the well It’s killing me that You’re my complete Original sin You’re my wormwood My bitter pill Verse 2: It’s sycophantic love Straight to my ego Pretending I’m not desperate Bleeding out real slow I’ll be your close encounter Just name your price The monster on your shoulder Feed me your light
Purity 03:34
Verse 1: Wake up in bleary dark Another day another fight Told to work hard and to play hard I’ve reached the end of the line In this procession of the self We’re meant to want and have it all This systematic house of wealth Where no one breaks me when I fall Breakdown: Addicted to the praise Addicted to the cash Addicted to the dream It’s so hyperreal Verse 2: Try to stay desired and young At our narcissistic church Worshipping ignorant and dumb Our values so perverse Promised everlasting life Soon we’ll all cease to exist Our calculated steep decline Our sense of self adrift Chorus: I’ll be anything you need Your source of purity Your quick escape from reality I’ll be anything you need Numb yourself from me Your quick escape from reality Verse 3: Complicit in silent dusk Binary cycle of light and shadow In this structure we trust Rewards the daily fucking grind We play the hand we’re dealt Keep our precious dreams so small This age of lies where a constant sense of Contempt becomes the norm
Deathless 05:17
Verse 1: Remedy give it to me Poison get me out of purgatory Find release 'cause It’s my cure Breathless in this hell together Perpetual rapture Turn it up and just let go Verse 2: Godless ceremony Crystal clarity Ritual lift us up and Kill our fears Saint or sinner We’ll be chasing absolution Steal our souls 'cause We are so deathless Chorus: So impervious Invincible Can’t fuck with us We are so deathless Breakdown: You breathe You choke You’ll meet the bone You bleed You hope This is no placebo You fall to earth For your resurrection You turn rebirth We are so deathless


Nearly dying last Summer, I spent months being resurrected in a Berlin hospital. Music brought me back. When I came to, I wrote four tracks about death, life, romance and the distorted bits in between.

With a nod to Berlin, the city of techno; ‘Deathless’ is a love letter to industrial and definitely has those harsh anthems you’ll wanna play at your next blood rave.

Thank you for still being here, ILY.

Amelia Arsenic

ps. Eternal love to Pete Crane of Shiv-r for writing this with me.


released February 19, 2020

Dedicated to my mentor Rob Ascough from Novation.
Never-ending gratitude to all the staff at the Vivantes Klinikum im Friedrichshain in Berlin for saving my life.

Written by Amelia Arsenic and Pete Crane.
Mastering by Ben Bulig.
Artwork by Amelia Arsenic and Oliver Heath.
Released and produced by Blind Mice Productions (all rights reserved 2020).


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